He whispered, “Remember the miracle.” And just then, I did.
Sometimes, well, all the time, God has to remind me to slow down. My mind leaps ahead to places He never intended it to go and jumps way too far ahead of everything else. I have to recalculate. It’s like when your GPS tells you to go a certain way, but you don’t want to go that way, so you go a different direction and then that voice: “Recalculating, recalculating, recalculating……..” Until it decides, “Hey I guess they really are going to go that way.”
This especially happens to me as it gets closer to Christmas, sometime around the 11th of December. I realize I haven’t checked nearly enough off that list I have in my head. And suddenly, my mind has veered off the path and careening wildly down a slippery slope. Someone somewhere hit a panic button and I find myself in stressful, chaotic, turbulent mode instead of where I was a week ago in quiet, calm, advent reflective mode.
So today, I am recalculating.
I will seek first the Kingdom. I will remember what He whispered about the miracle. Because we tend to forget so quickly.
Thank you, Lord for slowing me down again. Join me in pause mode, here.
I am getting small today again folks.
Take a moment to pray and thank Him for everything He is and everything He has done in your life……just yesterday.
“For a long time I have kept silent,
I have been quiet and held myself back.
But now, like a woman in childbirth,
I cry out, I gasp and pant.
I will lay waste the mountains and hills
and dry up all their vegetation;
I will turn rivers into islands
and dry up the pools.
I will lead the blind by ways they have not known,
along unfamiliar paths I will guide them;
I will turn the darkness into light before them
and make the rough places smooth.
These are the things I will do;
I will not forsake them.
But those who trust in idols: (my words in bold)
(money, possessions, tasks, perfectionism, electronic gadgets, knowledge, power, education, self-reliance)
who say to images, ‘You are our gods,’
will be turned back in utter shame.
Isaiah 42: 14-17
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2 thoughts on “Recalculating……..”
Oh, our Pappa has a way of doing things! He stopped me right in my tracks of “serving” Him (instead I was serving my insecurities) by allowing me to become disabled with CFS/Fm. He taught me that my religious ways was not much different than the Scribes and Pharisees and that it was not a matter of Him needing me as if He needed the help of human hands (Acts 17:25). It is all about living and being and having our being in Jesus and Him in us!
Yes, He has a way of doing that doesn’t He? Stopping us in our tracks. And you are so right Mia, it is all about the living and being and remaining in Jesus day by day. I am so glad He will never give up on me. Thank you for your kind comments! Please come back…Lori